Don’t worry, you’re not alone. Recently, I’ve been trying to give off the impression that I’ve been reading William Gay's books for a decade now, but that's just not true. I don't remember why it took so long for me to seize on his books, but I do recall a few particularly foolish reasons I gave myself for neglecting some of my current favorites. Size and density were the hurdles between me and James Ellroy’s immensely satisfying LA. Quartet, but when I finally cracked the spine on White Jazz , I caught up on the back catalog in a blink, (and yeah, I read them in reverse order – didn’t matter). With James Lee Burke it was fearing a long-running series character that denied me the pleasure of Dave Robicheaux and Burke’s fluid, lyrical style. Speaking of Burke it was just the opposite with Andrew Vachss, having tried a couple of the novels featuring his Christian-name-challenged underworld avenger and soldier of fortune and found them to be not quite what I wanted, I waited too long to try his stand-alones like Shella  and Two Trains Running  which made me hungry for more from him.

 

I am ashamed to admit that something as silly as an author photo kept Graham Greene at arm’s length for too long, (I don’t know – looked too stuffy and British for me – I am a philistine). I’m not sure what eventually convinced me to put aside my gender bias and read Patricia Highsmith or my equally baseless age-related issues with James Crumley’s high-octane, Milo and Sughrue books, (God bless him – he aged his characters in real time and by the end they were some well worn pieces of humanity), but once again, what everybody said turned out to be right. These books rocked.

 

So, whether it’s a low opinion of the person who recommended it, a lousy movie adaptation or one of the aforementioned biases, I’m curious what kept you from trying your favorite books or writers earlier?

Comments
by absolutelynyfan on 02-05-2010 01:27 PM

Jedidiah-Ayres,

 

just relax, it´s just a matter of timing. You can´t read every author or book the world has pronounced as "must read". It really depends on your mood, your particular situation and 1000 other things. There are that much authors, literature and books which are considered as "world literature", as there are E. Hemingway, L. Tolstoi, Th. Mann, J.P. Sartre, J. Joyce and so on. Well, if you are definitely not in the mood to read this or that book, don´t read it!! Once I was "addicted" to a book by Doris Lessing (The Golden Notebook)!! Well, a long time has passed by since then. I´m still a great fan of Doris Lessing and so I tried to re-read it. I WAS SO DISAPPOINTED, and I just don´t remember the reason I once was SO CRAZY about this book... So, don´t be cruel to yourself and take it easy. Just KEEP READING.

by Blogger Jedidiah-Ayres on 02-05-2010 03:38 PM

Well, thanks for letting me off the hook. "Just keep reading" is about as sage advice as anybody's likely to get on this subject. Another thing I've taken to doing is giving myself permission to abandon a book that's not propelling me through. Seems I used to chip away at every one I picked up until it was conquered, but I've come to realize that not every foe deserves a fight and it's freed me up to check out more stuff... A co-worker of mine had some formula worked out for exactly how many pages she'd give a book to pique her interest. I wish I could remember it... It had something to do with your age...

by sifu-hotman on 02-06-2010 06:23 AM

My mom's been nagging me to read Jane Austin for years now, I in return tried to get her to read Harry Potter. 

I finally gave in after seeing Becoming Jane (I didn't like the movie, but it got me curious for some reason).

Now I love the books, and even that era, when before I always thought of those long-wearing-bonnet freaks as a bit backwards, no flushing bathrooms and all that. 

 

I've even read Jane Eyre, and now reading Wuthering heights.

 

Mom still hasn't read Harry Potter.

by keithr34 on 02-06-2010 09:41 AM

William Faulkner. I'm a hardcore student of Hemingway, and Papa's opinion of Faulkner was always on the low side and I had way too many high school english teachers trying to shove the Sound and the Fury down my throat. (Which, in high school, meant I was going to automatically reject him flat out.) It wasn't until I started reading guys like McCarthy, Brown, Woodrell, and Gay that I started to reconsider Faulkner.

by absolutelynyfan on 02-06-2010 10:45 AM

Hi, Yedidiah-Ayres,

 

??? how would you know my age???

by Blogger Jedidiah-Ayres on 02-06-2010 11:34 AM

sifu - Maybe your mother saw the HP movies... 

 

Keith - I don't think I completed a single reading assignment in high school

 

NYfan - we know more than you think

by sifu-hotman on 02-06-2010 11:43 AM

Nope. Nor would she if I asked her to. She's got her own prejudice about certain books, and nothing I can say could ever make her change her mind.

 

And you'd think she would see that it couldn't really be that bad of a book if I like it as well as the book she suggested for me. 

 

anyway, I've given up with her. 

by Blogger Jedidiah-Ayres on 02-06-2010 12:19 PM

Tch, tch, tch...

That's me shaking my head

by MsReaderCP on 02-08-2010 05:40 PM

Maybe....it's so perfect on that "to read" shelf and it can never live up to the perfect idea of that book that I now have in my head of what it will be, can it?  Some have come close. Very few have come very very close.  Maybe I have expectations that are too high, or maybe I believe in soul mates with books the way people do with people and I dont think that many will come along that are perfect for me.  And if I leave that book up there a little while longer, I can hope that its the one, its the one that was written just for me and that I will want to curl up with for eternity. And for today, I'll settle in reading this other, that I know is good- it will take me great places- but doesn't stand a chance in moving my soul.

by Blogger Jedidiah-Ayres on 02-08-2010 06:56 PM

Oh yeah, there's definitely something to that. And I think it's fulfilling in a valid psychological way, something C.S. Lewis referred to as The Weight of Glory - the aching yearning inside us, he insisted had satisfaction in creation, only not in our life time. 

 

Somebody else once said that we love to buy books because it gives us the illusion of immortality - like we're really going to have time to read all of them.